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Irretrievable Breakdown

by No Telos

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1.
Sprinter 05:06
Before you go won't you tell me one thing Will you keep your ring? It doesn't have to live on your finger I just want to know that the memories linger Just like mine I'm tired of my mind and all its stupid what-if games Now that I'm the only one who plays Was the future so easy to forget Everything we hadn't done yet You went running as fast as you could Did the wind in your hair feel so good? Did it feel better than me? I'm giving up on me and everything I know It feels so good to let it go Was that how it felt to you When you threw my love away And you went running as fast as you could Did the wind in your hair feel so good? Did it feel better than me And I don't care if slow and steady wins the race If that means that I'm alone for the rest of my days Because I fell in love with a sprinter And she ran away You went running as fast as you could Did the wind in your hair feel so good? Did you stop to think of what you'd left behind? Or just give chase to some new joy in your life? Did it feel better than me? Did you think of that as you leave? Do you still feel better than me?
2.
New Habits 04:08
Whisky and my regret in the afternoon Not the type of meal that you would approve But your approval means less to me now Thought you'd have figured that part out What could you do? Oh no it's not your fault What could anyone at all? Feeling insecure in the fading light After trying so hard to share my mind Took me too long to finally understand No one wants to hear from a broken man And who's to say? Oh no it's not your fault Who can say at all? At all Four in the morning my mind is on the move Lately it's just had so much to do It paces back and forth on all your words Until the sunlight wakes the birds What could you do? Oh no it's not your fault What could anyone at all? And who's to say? Oh no it's not your fault Who can say at all? At all
3.
Moonshot 04:30
I am a god-fearing man I'd fear anyone who'd leave us in this forsaken land A clock with no maker, spinning without a plan I am a god-fearing man And I'm just biding my time I'm going nowhere but somehow still leaving behind False starts and failures spread across the prime of my life I'm just biding my time They say "if you shoot for the moon you'll land among the stars" But we know the cold black of space is where the better odds are Death is in fashion this year Even love's admitting it's time to wipe the ledger clear Or maybe everyone but me has overcome their fear Death is in fashion this year They say "if you shoot for the moon you'll land among the stars" But we know the cold black of space is where the better odds are They say They say I don't remember my dreams I die in every one, don't tell me what you think that means I don't need to know the thoughts that slip between the seams So I don't remember my dreams They say "if you shoot for the moon you'll land among the stars" But we know the cold black of space is where the better odds are
4.
The polls are all closing, we celebrate minor changes With 8 million people, all of them have strangers' faces Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Cut taxes and healthcare, your boss cut your hours to part time But they won't cut the rent and you can't cut the buzzing in your mind Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here You could get ahead Or so you've read If you just knew where to aim your sights But your heroes are hanging From their hotel railings And you feel like time is passing you by Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Everybody's singing about the death of the heart But silence abounds around other important parts Like your will to live Your hope the sun will rise Or the duty you feel When you look in another's eyes Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here Maybe it's time you ask what you're doing here
5.
It was an honor to serve at your feet To go with you wherever you went To lay my body down to break And make myself the first monument Monument To the kingdom of your mongrel heart To the kingdom of your mongrel heart I have this dream of poisoning oceans I would do it if you would command Let the North Atlantic boil and die And then make my pilgrimage on land On dry land To the kingdom of your mongrel heart To the kingdom of your mongrel heart Forgiveness is compassion looking backward When behind you are the most heinous crimes A sacrificial sacrament A sacrilegious sentiment Is all I bring to mind For the kingdom of your mongrel heart For the kingdom of your mongrel heart Some serve at the pleasure of the president Others say "God save the queen" But do or say whatever It doesn't really matter Only you will know what I mean I've been trying to describe my devotion To tell my family who I am To share with them who I've become Now that I have learned to be a man Be a man In the kingdom of your mongrel heart In the kingdom of your mongrel heart
6.
Columbarium 04:50
An open book To your favorite page Was all it took For the ink to fade A photograph To illustrate That the times we laughed Have passed away So burn it all, burn it down Your old life is smoke and cinders now Burn it down, down to the marrow Can't hold ash, it's time to let it go An open door You can walk right through The monster's there Waiting for you So arm yourself With your new name It will serve you well As your new flame To burn it all, burn it down Your old life is smoke and cinders now Burn it all, down to the marrow Can't hold ash, it's time to let it go Burn it all, burn it down Your old life is smoke and cinders now Burn it down, down to the marrow Til the embers finally lose their glow Burn it all, burn it down Your old love is smoke and cinders now Burn it down, down to the marrow Can't hold ash, it's time to let it go
7.
I've got a heart that's as good as gold And you can count on it I've got a heart that will never erode I've got a heart of stone I've got a heart that's as good as gold And you can count on it I've got a heart that will never erode And you can count on it I've got a heart that's millennia old And you can count on it I've got a heart that will never erode I've got a heart of stone
8.
Twenty twenty twenty-four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothing to do nowhere to go I wanna be sedated Get me to an airport and put me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry, before I go insane I can't control my fingers, I can't control my brain Oh oh Twenty twenty twenty-four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothing to do nowhere to go I wanna be sedated Put me in a wheelchair and get me on a plane Hurry hurry hurry, before I go insane I can't control my fingers, I won't control my brain Oh oh Twenty twenty twenty-four hours to go I wanna be sedated Nothing to do nowhere to go I wanna be sedated Put me in a wheelchair, take my dumb ass to the show Hurry hurry hurry, before I go loco I can't control my fingers and you don't wanna know Oh oh
9.
Hot 5s & 7s 03:46
There's a difference between your brain and you One's what's happening, the other who it's happening to You're just a victim here, there's nothing you can do All well wishes come from a particular well All well wishes come from a particular well There's no single sandy grain of truth That doesn't have something to sell to you You can't get the point without getting the point of view All well wishes come from a particular well All well wishes come from a particular well The shadows in my room Know as much about the light as I do about the truth It's somewhere beyond me field of view It's beyond my field of view So be careful with the research that you do Your opinions will make friends of very few No one's as concerned with the how as with the who All well wishes come from a particular well All well wishes come from a particular well All well wishes come from a particular well All well wishes come from a particular well
10.
I Still Do 02:08
You might not love me anymore It seems that you've forgotten what my affection's for You've lost something you need to find in you You don't want this but I still do I might not be putting up a fight But what's the point in proving myself right When it still feels wrong for me to sleep alone each night You said it can't work when I thought it might So now we go our separate ways With memories cut in two Into an empty expanse of days Where I still love you So we won't be remaining friends You know that's not how this kind of story ends A fresh start with an open wound Because you don't love me but I still love you
11.

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released July 17, 2020

All songs except "I Wanna Be Sedated" written by No Telos.

This album was written, recorded, and mixed at Desert Heart Studios by No Telos

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No Telos Los Angeles, California

Dru Söderlund has been writing and recording music sine the early 2000s. No Telos is his solo project, which combines a DIY bedroom-folk aesthetic with diverse sonic landscapes infused with synthesizers and drum machines.

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